Sunday, September 26, 2010

I did not REGRET



“Experience is the best teacher”, an adage that reminds me that no man is ever created perfect by the supernatural. Yes! I did a lot of mistakes in the past but I did not regret to experience its consequences. For without those challenges, I won’t be able to become a stronger and tougher person.

If only I have the time machine with me, I would like to go back to my Grade II in Elementary. During that time, I started to acquire womanly characteristics from my girl friends around me. There, I started begun to carry out some of their ways of talking and reacting to different situations. I then started to get attracted with the same sex which I personally don’t know why. During that time, I had two choices whether to continue being a gay or to refrain from being such. But I chose to be happy I chose to be me and I chose the thing that will make me feel free. Although I am happy with my status right now, sometimes the regret on the decision I made keeps coming in my mind. Because of that decision, I had been to heartaches and the sad reality is I had experienced the ache of loving someone who doesn’t care for me. I t may sound funny but it’s true. But I know that the greatest love of all is just around me. Thanks to all my family and friends for their unending love and support.

“No two individuals are alike”. So, my decisions are certainly not the same with yours. I’m rare. And, in all rarity there is great value. Because of my great rare value, I do not have to imitate others. This is me, the real me.

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